i shut my eyes and all the world drops dead

waking up dead inside my head will never never do there is no medicine to take

Posted on 2008.02.23 at 22:00
mood: hmm
sounds: slow cheetah - redhotchillipeppers

threeish months left of high school. what is life like, on the outside?
less than a month until i turn seventeen. i never look forward to my birthday.
my meds frustrate more than they help. i dont need pills, i need people to surround me with beautiful things. i need to learn how to be my own lover. i need to learn to see the world different.

5 crumbled to ash

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femmzele at 2008-02-24 03:12 (UTC) ()

i love way too much the second picture
that scarfication is so well done!

oh i just noticed you have a layout from the movie 'innocence' what a great movie!

since i stopped my pills , i feel great.
still need anxiety pills, but my antidepressant wasn't a big deal, i'm sad sometimes, but it's normal like everybody are sometimes.

take care<3

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subwayrailings at 2008-02-24 03:20 (UTC) ()

i am so jealous of that girl, i really like it too.

i know. the doctor just suggests i up the dose, but. people get sad. its life. how else would anyone ever push themselves to self-improve?

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ilovemkandtheoc at 2008-02-24 20:59 (UTC) ()

I don't like birthdays either. But I really do hope you have a happy one. Please take care♥

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